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Tuesday, March 11, 2008 -{'2:08:00 PM
ellox peeps.so ii'm likk quite busy for d whole of last weekk.
nth really interesting happens too.
but jux yupps.blogg d stuffs ii've done throughout d week lohhs.
ohhs yahhs,so likk last nite ii dreamt of him again.it's so scary luhhs.
cant really rmb wadd actually happenedd.
but seems likk his cousin smsd me andd tell me tt he met widd an accident or something.
it's seems so true,but whenn ii woke up,it's jux a dream lohhs.shitty!
whyy am ii likk keep dreaming abt him lately.
please get out of my life luhhs!!
ii dunchh wann you tuhh be in my life anymore.
ii promisedd wen tt ii will totally fang xia ni within 3months lohhs.
so please stop coming intuhh my dreamm luhhs.
ii wann tuhh haf peaceful sleep.
thankyou. =.=
so ytdd,went downn tuhh pp tuhh accom xiuwen tuhh go for jogging andd at d same time lose some weight luhhs.
reachedd her house at aroundd 2plus andd slackedd for awhile.
denn went jogging at 4plus.
we chattedd alot luhhs.alot abt xin shi.
andd cann see tt she reallycannort fang xia eugene lohhs.
our every conversation,she will sure talkk abt eugene derrrs.
denn yupps,so we talkedd abt our steadd andd stuffs luhhs in d rain lohhs.
cox ii keep asking her tuhh gif up on eugene lerrs.
he's nort d right guy for her andd stuffs lohhs.
but denn she jux couldnt listen it luhhs.
den she askedd me a question luhhs.
she askedd me "fang xia yi ge ren hen rong yi meh?ni hai bu shi yi yang.fang bu xia sy"
but ii really dunch knoe luhhs.
ii jux feel tt eugene ishh really nort d right guy for her.
andd he keep lying tuhh her lohhs.
so this giv me a feeling tt eugene jux treat her as a "toy"
be widd her whenn he needd it,neglect her when he haf others accompany.
denn after "jogging" for hour plus,
we bought some tidbits andd sat down at d pavilion tuhh continue chatting.
d same topic,stead,love & stuffs andd some parts abt my stay in hospital lohhs.
denn she said this, "it's better tuhh love and lost than tuhh nvr be in love before"
these words kept revolving in my mindd.
andd actually ii wantedd tuhh tell her tt,
ii rather nort tuhh be in love before than tuhh lost someone ii lovedd.
but instead,ii kept it to myself.
yupps.maybb ii cant take it tuhh lost someone ii lovedd alot lohhs.
andd haf a hardd time putting it down.
but haf tuhh cheng qiang infront of frewns luhhs.hahas
so was likk,maybb wenn ishh d onli one whu knows tt ii havenn let it go.
haven fang xia him lohhs.hahas.
but ii thinkk tt,d onli one ii cann blame ishh myself.
it's my fault tuhh let this relationship end lohhs.
cox ii kindd of likk "2-timed"?
or maybb nort.its shldd be likk,ii fall in love widdanother guy when ii haf a stead lohhs.
denn yupps,wen also saidd tt iim actually quite pathetic.
tuhh be fooledd by someone.
given lots of false hope,but none did actually happened..):
but tt's my choice at tt time,so likk ii cant blame anyone right.hahas.
denn we chattedd till 9plus,andd saw some cute guys.
hhahas.andd yupps,lucky we haf a totally different taste.hahas
ii findd d taller one cute,but wen saidd tt d blackk tee derrs look cuter luhhs.hahas
yupps,denn this ishh d endd of our whole dae.hahas
this ishh my MR ROY CHIU!!
he's so cute right.LOL!
Friday,7March'o8
meet up widd qi at her house nbus stop.
returnd all her stuffs andd went busis tuhh shopp lohhs.
there's jux likk nthh for me tuhh buy luhhs.ii saw a skirt whichh ii likk it alot,but qi likk d same skirt lohhs.
so endd up she bought it.
denn yupps,ii bought a white bagpack.
which after tt ii findd it look totally same as my bros derrs.
OMG!wastedd d moneyy luhhs.
denn accompaniedd qi tuhh workk lohhs.
her colleague mr dino was a funny guy lohhs.hahas
he said tt,crockroaches andd lizards are frewns tuhh humans!!
wth!!theyy are so damnn scary andd yuckyy!!hahas
denn waitedd for qi for 4 hours andd while waiting,ii readd my ps ii love you.
it's a nice andd touching book luhhs.
tears did rolledd downn my cheeks.LOL!
"PS I LOVE YOU" MUST READD!!hahas
denn peii her tuhh amk for dinner andd went home widd her lohhs.tiring dae.but worth it(:
Monday,3 March o8
BORING outing widd them luhhs.
watchedd 2 movies
L change d world & d leap years lohhs.
L ishh a nice movie luhhs.andd ii really fall in love widd him!!LOL!
but d ending wasnt as good luhhs.
andd leap yrs,another nice,touching movie.but quite boring at times lohhs.
but ii thinkk there's isnt everlasting love where both parties will only meet once every 4years.
andd theyy cann love eachh other deeply.
ii dunchh believe in it luhhs.hahas.
but anw,both movies are nice.
andd yupps,finally ii saw how eugene lookd lik yups.
his side view is cute luhhs.hahas
andd his bike quite cool too.LOL!
but ii still likk blackk wid red!!
tt ishh muchh hotter!!hahas ;D
