♥ ii hate him
Thursday, May 04, 2006 -{'5:48:00 PM
haiishh..moii mood were totally spoiled by him.ii alreadii tried tu duo him lors..whenn ii went up 2nd level and saw him..ii tried tu work another direction lerrs.but..after ii bought e cd come out of e shop again...ii saw him outside there playing e car..and at e same time as ii look at him he looked back at moii..ii was lyk.omg!!how shld ii react.ii nvr thought ii will see him againn lors.ii tried tu siam him as far as possible lerrs.and we've break fer almost 2 years lerrs.why do ii still "scared" of him?ii dunch wann see him animore.cox ii dunch wanna think of e time whenn we were together agaiin..ii wann tu ferget this memories..erase it off..whenn ii transferred tu peicai,ii decided tu start moii life all again..erasing off moii last 2 unmemorising stead or rather a puppy lurve or wadshoeva.but jux now in his eyes,ii cann see tt he changed alot.he seems lyk still treat moii as his...or wadeva bahhx..mayb he treats all his friends e same bahhx.or mayb ii think too much..but wadd ii wanna sae ishh..ii dunch wann see him animore.and ii dunch wann tu remember those things tt happen between us 2 years ago.ii thought ii had thoroughly ferget him..but e feeling came back whenn ii saw him again.maybb ishh e feelinng of hatred and nort lurve bahhx.cox ii cong tou dao weii dou mei xi huan guo ta..ii wann tu bi kai ta ishh jux ii dunch wann tu xiang qi all those unhappie memories..his sudden appearing realli make moii dunch knoe how tu react.ii dunch knoe how tu smile back neither do ii knoe how tu sae hello..wad cann ii do whenn he smile at moii? ii reallie dunch knoe wadd should ii do..sho ii....turned awae and walk tu another direction..how ii realli hope he will nort appear infront of moii again.ii dunch wann tu see him animore.ii HATE him.mainemainehatehimfereva.
