♥ feeling down
Saturday, March 04, 2006 -{'7:07:00 PM
haiishh..dunnoe why im feeling sho down down down down.wann die liao lahhx.last 2weeks were common test week.studied so hard fer it.yet failed sho many subjects..feel sho damn stress..these type of stress were realli undescridable..haiishh..realli feel like endin moii life sometimes..habb sho many stress..peers pressure,studies results,parents hopes,and wadeva more..dunoe why no matter how hard ii study fer a test now ii keep failing..sho sad..ii onlii knoe how tu an weii moii frewnns and help them distress but ii jux dunnoe how tu tell moiiself nort tu pinn too much hopes fer moii results..sometimes ii feel tt im lonely..ii also need a listening ear whom ii cann confide moii troubles tu..both moii besta sisters rene and weili are nort moii listener.wheneva ii wanna tell them mii xin shi they will change a new topic..wad am ii going tu do?ii realli think ii will explode somedae..ii feel sho stress since ii gort intu sec3..all e teachers are biased and they did nort knoe how tu teach..they onlii teach those students they like and those whu they think cann score well derrs.fer those "hopeless" case,e teacher will payno attention tu it..wtf..arent we students of e class too?there'sno trust in e class..though we are united.but in everyone's heart they onli wann tu compete widd each other.everyone in e class scored sho well fercommon test one..this made moii more stress..ii also wanna score well..but no matter how ii worked hard..ii still get these ttypes of results..cann ii die right now?dunCh feel like living in this world animore..no one do realli care fer moii or either ii cann sae..ii short of a good listening ear which ii need it badly..wanna explode soon lerrs..stress can kill someone..haiishhmainemainegonna die of stress soon.reallie need a listening ear..shld ii still continue tu like euuor shlld ii gibb up on euu?whu cann help moii make e choice?
