♥ it's hard!!
Saturday, November 19, 2005 -{'8:44:00 PM
erm..i realli can't accept him...it's nort tt i dunwan lors..but euu all sae till ish like i dunwan tu accept...ish itmoi fault fer nort acceptin him?!?i can't accpet him..i will hurt him more lors..den he sms those thing..how he wan moi reply?den tt dumpling sms sae "WHY EUU DUNWAN REPLY HIS MSG"wtf..he ask tt type of things..how can i reply..siao lors..if gl realli wan help him..why nort GL go stead wiid him..tt's more better..isn't it..den if lik hl sae jux accept for fun play play onli mahs..tt will hurt him more lors isn't it..i dunwan tu accept ppl for jux moi joy and habin hurts fer him der lors..ii hab beri little feelings fer him onli lors...den if acceptt in e end he will get more hurts than now lors..i rather i hurt him now than let him feel happy for awhile and gort more hurt later on lors..cox stead ish jux for awhile onli..nort a long time..there will alwaes be an end de lors..in e end will still break..he will be sad oso lors..can sae i hen xin or wadeva lors..but there's sho many gals around him care for him..espacially GL..den why nort he go sead gl..get away from moi lors..i still dun hate euu now..sho stop sending those msg tt will make moi hate euu...i'm nort lik gl they all..wan sted den stead der lors..like FLIRTS..gort ppl wan them den stead..nvr thought abt whether they realli lik those ppl or nort ders...ru guo hai yao zhuo peng you de hua..jiu bu yao rang wo tao yan ni..mainemaine[[lurve hurts..dunwanna touch lurve again]]
