♥ teacher's dae EVE
Wednesday, August 31, 2005 -{'8:23:00 PM
teachers dae EVE..should be happie mahx..but dunno why feel sho buay song lors...first ish ying chin..coxsh weili tell moi she angry moi..den i was lik wah moi fault agAin..fine angry angry lors..dunwanna tok tu her..saw her seating at e same place as us den was beri buay song and sho attitude..hmmm...den she cry again..weili was angry...jiayi was angry..but her tu apologise tu jiayi..jiayi realli sorrie..ish nort ur fault yet i showed euu attitude..okay..they she cry they blame moi weili angry moi fault again..yah ebrithing moi fault can liao..who started this der..ish nort moi but in their eyes ish moi lors...wadeva..i feel tt im at fault too...i hurt jiayi ..den i oso hurt liping meng shan they all....sorrie tu all yah..but now i realli doubt if rene and moi ish realli best frens anort..haixsh..i dunno why..i knoe i change aalot..i oso dunno why i will change..feel sho sad..but in no time i will change back tu e siao gal...i think sho..yah..sho tudae ish tu apologise fer moi attitude yah..bad attitude nort allowed..haixsh..too much stress bahx..im sho sad..sorrie yah..tt's all..hope jiayi wun be angry ler..dui bu qi..i knoe dui bu qi ish no use lors..but realli lah..i didn't mean tu show euu all attitude der..and euu all are nort fer moi tu show attitude der..sorrie yah..realli except sorrie i dunno wad tu sae ler...to rene i think after heard wad weili said i realli doubt tt are we true best frens anort..i dun think we are..these few daes ebrithing ish moi FAULT rite..ying chin cry den moi fault den anithing happens moi fault...these are thingstt happens between np ppl why should we care and np things all blame moi as if im np cadets..i apologise tu euu fer showing euu attitude liao..but wad you sae..i think this frenship prob shouldn't be ur business and moi business lor.. but why am i getting all e blamed..euu wrote in ur blog as if ebrithing moi fault okay fine ebrithing i cause der...okay..MOI FAULT..END OF UNHAPPINESS,,,,,,,,tudae go back cedar was quite late..i thought no chance see teacher liao..but yet i saw e teacher i wan hope tu see..all of them..sho happie...but many of them retired ler...realli miss them..hmmm...saw onli quite few of our batch cedarians..we cedarians panther rules manx...panther we can't be ebri year last der..work hard yah..get at least second next year..think next year i will go back help tu cheer fer panther bahx..hmmm..im sad tudae but i didn't bring moi sad things tu cedar..keep telling moiself tu stay happy no matter wad...den saw quite alot of ppl..but suprisingly sherman still rmb moi..he came tu tok tu moi still sho guai lehx..ask him sit den he sit..still will tok/listen tu moi..lolx..sho cute yah..sherman last time beri good der..but now still e same lolx..neber tok tu him fer quite some time ler..=D miss e daes when he and i were best frens...hope time can go back and i wun face these prob..hab a innocent mind..without sho many things..no need tu see sho many things happen..hmmm...all frens yah sorrie again..hope tu hab one more chance...no more attitude will be shown..dui bu qi..
